Thursday, February 14, 2013

Can I Buy Your Magic Bus?


Most people I know who actually participate in any type of goal-setting or resolution-making do so at the beginning of the year.  I like June for this purpose. OK, June and Lent.
Raised in the Anglican Communion, teaching for nine years at a Catholic school, avid believer in meditation, Buddhist values and all things positive, I’m not so sure where my ‘faith tradition’ lies these days. Sometimes I find myself envious of those who have it down more firmly than I. Other times I ponder the great cosmic mistake that caused this ruckus we have going on the planet – complete with greed, competition and automobiles, and go all John Lennon on it. Imagine.
Lent has rolled around on those unsuspecting practitioners, and this time, as most times, I’ve jumped in. But this year feels a little different, because there is so much going on. Isn’t there?  The instantaneous news feeds (particularly weather reporting – holy moly – but that’s another whole piece that I don’t have time to write at the moment) have been what I’ve blamed on the edginess and anxiety going on around us all of late. Well, instantaneous reporting and a little unbalance in my hormones, perhaps. I often wonder ‘Is it just ME, or have we all gone a little apeshit?’, but this is a question I am loathe to ask out loud.  I mean, TROUBLE has been around forever, right? Bad people have always existed. So have hurricanes, earthquakes, tsunamis…you get the idea.  When the Mayan Calendar end-of-the-world mongers were saying “SEE?? Look how bad the weather is, the axis is slipping, it’s all OVER!!” I was thinking that they just didn’t realize that this business has been happening for centuries; we just never had i-phones to let each other know about it immediately.
And then a couple of weeks ago, as I was innocently working away and listening to the radio (multi-tasking – I have skills!) THIS was the dialogue via my earbuds (The Diane Rehm Show – Friday News Roundup-International 2/1/2013):

JOHN (Caller) 11:45:58
My question is this, it's sort of a question and a comment because one of the gentlemen on your program just referred to it but you know, in the previous hour people were talking about how popular Hillary Clinton was and raving about what she had done because she'd traveled all over. But when one looks at the state of North Africa and the Mideast it appears to me, I'm 76 years old, and appears to me we've never been in worse shape than we are right now in those areas.

REHM (Host) 11:46:30
You know, John, I was saying during the break, it just seems as though the whole world is in chaos. How do you respond, Yochi?

DREAZEN (Yochi Dreazen -contributing editor at The Atlantic) 11:46:45

I think that's a great question and I agree with you. We were joking about it kind of, you know, ruefully about how bad things are the world over. I think there are a lot of questions to be raised about the Obama administration foreign policy and her role in it. You know, she supported the Afghan surge. It has not worked.

DREAZEN 11:47:02
She supported some of the tougher lines in Pakistan. It's questionable about how effective the drone campaign there has been in terms of showing up a very weak government. Her role in Libya where the U.S. was sort of dragged into it against its will and we talked about her role and the role of the administration in Egypt so I think there are really genuine questions about what she accomplished.

DREAZEN 11:47:17
To the broader point there's a new show that premiered this week called "The Americans," which is about a Russian, a sort of KGB undercover couple living in America in the '80s, a phenomenal show, but what's interesting about it is it's a reminder of 30 years ago and the world seemed relatively neat.
DREAZEN 11:47:36
You had the U.S. You had the U.S.S.R. You had all these kinds of shadow fights with dead drops and spies. Flash forward and I think there's a bit of nostalgia like with "Mad Men." Now we're in a world where you've got groups in Africa we don't really understand, opposition groups in Syria we don't really understand, unrest across parts of the world that have been stable for decades so I think the caller is exactly right. This is a scary time.

REHM 11:47:51
Susan?

GLASSER (Susan Glasser, editor-in-chief of Foreign Policy magazine) 11:47:52
Yes, but I think is a pretty giant, you know, red siren-flashing, but here, Yochi. The Cold War posed an existential threat to the United States in a way that as tragic, as disturbing, as dangerous to the national interest as some of these crises are they in no way pose the kind of threat to the United States that we existed under for the entire dangerous period of the Cold War.

GLASSER 11:48:20
And I think that's very important to remember. There's a real lively academic debate going on right now. There's a professor at Harvard, Steven Pinker who has done a big study of violence in the world and makes the argument that in fact we are living, despite what it seems like from reading the newspapers, we're living in a historic time of less violence than ever before in human history.

GLASSER 11:48:46
And there are many numbers not only to support this, but I do think it's important to remember that, A, we don't know where we are in the story and, B, and pretty significantly, that inarguably I think by any standards, although these are individual, disturbing crises it is difficult to see what tools the United States has to manage them in many cases. The bottom line is that actually we're much safer today.
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OK, so IT ISN’T JUST ME. That’s the first takeaway. Although I was stunned to hear others (and frighteningly erudite others, by the way) admit this aloud. Second takeaway was Steven Pinker. Now there’s a guy I haven’t thought of in a few years. He had my head spinning back in the day when I still worked for universities and had time to ponder.  His first book, The Language Instinct, resulted in my semi-idolizing him for a bit. Apparently he has taken on that task himself, and now resides (presides?) at Harvard. He has great hair. I haven’t read The Better Angels of our Nature yet, but it’s on its way.  We shall see. If anyone else wants to weigh in on it, please do.
And although my ‘faith tradition’ is bouncing all over the place, the call of the Lenten promise of extra meditation, a little self-denial, and extra kindness to those in need pulled me out of the office, into the car, and driving (rather frantically) into the parking lot of All Saints’ Episcopal Church this past Wednesday.  Harried after rushing in lunchtime traffic, I walked into the narthex where two priests, a bishop, and a lay-reader were waiting to process in. They were followed by an altar-server whom I have known pretty much my entire life (mom to childhood friends!) who greeted me by name, hugged me and told me she was happy I wasn’t late.

I went in, knelt, and said the same thing in silent prayer that I always say when I first get into church. “Thank you driver for gettin’ me here”. It was instant relief.  Steven Pinker says we’re safer, yet life feels crazier. Lent feels good.